Complex Heart

Emma \ 17 \ Canada

"See you soon"


Yesterday was the hardest thing. I had to say “see you soon” to my boyfriend because today he moves into his res at university. I know that I’m going to see him almost every weekend, but the thing that scares me is I don’t know how I’m going to survive five school days of pure hell without my best friend.

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Wtf Emma


I really don’t even know how to feel at this point. I don’t know if he’s not fully there, or if i’m not. I feel like maybe there is something stopping me from letting myself be fully vulnerable, but I just don’t understand what it could be. He’s all I’ve ever wanted, and I know this because I had to convince myself he was what I really wanted before I fought for him. Theres just something clouding my mind. Maybe its the fact that he’s moving away for university and I won’t be able to see him everyday at school, or the fact that he’s taking it so lightly.

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